christmas present^^

Christmas is coming to town.

hmm..I felt that I got a lovely, awesome, and cutest present for this year.

Cool right?

Hahahahaha....

my lovely and cutie baby.

Oh my gosh, I love it so much

erm, I mean the big, and purplish ribbon.

YOU are mine.

Don't try to escape from me.

wahaha^^

As a present, YOU should obey everything that I say.

hehe..

Missing you already.

The mercy is that I can't bring back the big present (YOU)..T_T

一个人生活

一个人生活 叶子在窗外轻轻摇动 人行道没有行人走过 镜子里的我很不像我 自从你离开了我变得很软弱 你的影子在每一个角落 好像是在提醒着我 少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 我想我可以假装不曾爱过 冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我 感觉如果要走谁能说 NO 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情怎么会是这个结果 爱情是个梦而我睡过头 The best song to describe my life now. Get used my lonely life ( without Boyf ) However, I still have my lovely family here..muackzz

Seem like I ignore my blog since a long long time ago.

No idea have to rush of my assignment and due to one word too^^

'LAZY'.

Why I blogging now?

Because got something I need to say..XD

Boyf still at his college doing his homework with his friend.

sigh, I hope he will come back soon.

He will going to Melacca tomorrow for his college task purpose.

Monday only he will come back here.

I hope can get a sweet sweet hug from him before sleeping and yet

accompany me before going to Melacca.

Exam coming soon.

everything was well prepared now except for the BIOLOGY

is extremely complicate and tough

my internal marks only exceed half from the total (internal marks)

hope I can do well in final exam^^

GAMBATEH NEH...

I want to get well result so that I will have a happy holidays^^

Ah baby oi..

I'm waiting for you now...

2 x 4 = 6

2 x 4 = 6

today was 246 days with Boyf...

(suddenly found this date)

sigh~~

haven't coming back here yet, i mean boyf

so confusing my heart

sometime will feel angry to him why left me here.

but than still will feel comfort if boyf is coming back to my side.

angry or happy??

depend after after a few minutes

damn tired, fall sleepy for whole day

even i had sleep for whole day

thursday club until saturday.

am I crazy?

STOP CLUBBING

Is really exhausted

That is something for real is boyf not here, I will become more over and over.

'baby boy'

'So, please baby coming back home'

Can I have your love, I lack of LOVE since you went back to your hometown.

SAD...T_T

Stay alone in a room and also a house.

Sometime is freaking scare when the time raining and thunder.

Can I end this life now.

My phone went to heaven.

Still using Boyf's phone.

Life become complicate.

Rest more, thats all I can say.

recent life

My messy table

My messy luggage and all the stuff

It has been one week I move here, but i still haven't clean out my room.

Not because I am lazy but is the wardrobe and the rack haven't buy yet, so can't clean all the stuff.

Finally, my rack

my cute clothes basket

wardrobe

Everything was here. I have been fixed this for whole day. After I finish fixed it, the problem is i don't know where to arrange all the position of the stuff. sigh~~

But then now everything settle. I wished to wait boyf back and arrange for me. But my stuff going to get dirty soon if I still let it on the floor. Now my room become fresh and clean. Wait boyf come and visit to my lovely room. hahaha

Love my room so much, because it is large enough and there still left a lot of empty spaces. Quite nice.

Damn missing my dumbo boyf now. I have regret now even I told myself no more regret after quarrel with him. I totally lose now. Sorry, baby. Apologize to you sincerely. Hope to see you soon.

Love and miss 0109..

previous day..

Previously, I was going out with L. Hong to night life.

Not clubbing.

I am not ever touch this again if i get my permission from boyf. XD

All right, the place we went was snooker. All smoker..XDXD

I am so miss the time going out with boyf and his brother to play snooker. The cue that i bought to boyf is the best present i ever gift him. Miss you so much now.

L. Hong them was playing that time while I was only a onlooker sitting on the chair and doing nothing.

Well, I am not lazy at all. Orientation takes about 1 week time. I attended for two day out of five. The tour around the campus makes me crazy. It is kinda large and we walk up the stair walk down again. Curious why we not take the lift. @@

this is the library in 2nd floor. Quite nice. The color cushion is for sleeping. hahahaa

After one day tour, drive back home. Sweet~~

Stay tuned for the next.

Love and miss 0109..

emo emo emo

What the hell is going on today. Is freaking emo and helpless. Nobody can help me and lend only a little helping hand for me. Boyf also same. Have been call him for whole noon, but never pick up.

Angry, angry, angry

The time I am calling him, sure he will only pick up once in a time. I never know that he is going to China trip tonight. I never have a good talk with him during he calling me. Keep on emo and silent.

At last, I cut the call due to another phone call coming. sigh

I will not have a good day for this whole week.

Can the day pass abit faster. I know I still angry but I have to solve this problem in order to get me a happy life. Boyf has not give me a goodbye kiss before leave. I admit that I am fault too in this case, but just ignore it.

Boyf, you never ask me

- guai guai and wait you back

- concentrate on my study during waiting for him

-give me a good condition before leave

-never say sayang me after back

But you give me

-a bad day for whole week

-dissapointed and sad

Still, I will wait you back and take back all I want.

Try not to think for all this sad things. Make myself happy is the major.

One week to go. Cheer

Love and miss 0109..

hooray Spain...

Spain is the champion. Hooray..

I never support for any team of FIFA world cup since it started.

But I will support if my boyf ask me should bet for which team. teehee

Spain vs Holland.

I bet for Spain as I have the strong sensor that they will win this year world cup and become the new champion. This was the 1st time I watch for FIFA and since I was at Sunway. The condition on that moment was freaking crowded. whole street park with a lot of cars and so for carnival at Sunway Pyramid.

I watch it is because of this is the last match for FIFA, so go along with L.Hong to McDonald. I drive there. That's cool. Lucky we still get a seat inside it. Every place was excited with the FIFA for that night.

McDnonald special gift

Everyone watching seriously. Waiting for the goal.

I didn't sleep for whole night, straight went to Monash orientation. Sleepy~

After orientation, went for Sunway university college to take some cert. Tired+tired.

I really feel sleepy, after that straight away drive back and sleep until 7pm.

Miss my boyf now. I hope he can back here as soon as possible. I really can't live without him. Seii boy boy, faster come back and accompany me. I need you now.

Love and miss 0109.

Jun-e

Your guys have to know what is the meaning of Jun-e.

That is a fun and creative name that i ever create. So as boyf name is Soo Jun and me is Chloe.

Let us take the last name of us that is Jun and e. So add it up will equal to Jun-e.

That was my favorite name i create just now. This is because of a puppy. I wish to get a cute puppy to accompany me during at Sunway. Boyf have not able to accompany always so lets a puppy to accompany me instead of boyf. Great....

So the name of the puppy is June for its nickname and it's real name is Jun-e. Nice right?

June..June..June...

sound like calling my boyf. hahahaha..

But how i get a puppy????

Tomorrow I will going back to Sunway again. Like what I said to boyf always

'There has nothing can motivate me going back to Sunway'

yea, it is. Maybe just for now, because I have not experience the new life over there yet.

Driving car, staying alone....

A good mature life start for me.

Boyf said must always think he is always sayang me and ask me must keep on think of this. I know YOU sayang me. Wait the time you come back, I will let you sayng me gaogaolat..hahahaha

Is time to bed now, going back tomorrow early morning.

Stay tune.

Love and miss 0109..

moody

I wanna cry as loud as I can if possible

I do not have any motivation to go back Sunway for my further study.

Last time I wish I will not ever to go back my hometown again because of boyf.

But then now he is not over there yet, and this will make me suffer deep deep everyday.

2 more days to go. I have to leave the home that I am not wish to back before.

But than now I fall in love to it again, I still hope to stay for a couple day until boyf is back to Sunway.

I wanna boyf to accompany me everyday. I don't wanna him to leave me away.

I miss you so much now. Let me impudent again to get your love. I know I am a immature girl that always make you feel annoyed, last few day still quarrel with you seriously. I am always to be odds. Say something that not going to say. Sorry again, baby.

Still, I love you. I will wait until boyf back to my side in this end of july.

Be patient..

Love n miss 0109..

the legend is born- ip man

For sure everyone has watch the movie. But i think most of us prefer Yan Ji Dan more than this younger fellow. He actually look alike to Yan Ji Dan, not bad.

So romance both of them. Now i only know love of Ip man is freaking sweet. haha

Still remember that actually I am not very interested of movie Ip Man, but boyf keep recommend(force actually) me must watch the 1st part of Ip Man, he will not bring me for 2nd part of Ip Man in cinema than. sigh...make me can't study that night.

Now I only know Ip Man so nice even I didn't watch finish for 1st part of Ip Man movie.

One more thing, I still can't get use of watching movie with friends. Boyf always sit beside me and let me cubit cubit until he can't concentrate to the movie we watch. hahahaha

Insomnia recently. .seriously

Can't actually sleep tight and sweet. Maybe there are a lot of things going to bother, so only can't fall sleep easily.

Moody today. Talking something important but else person treat as funny thing. Hate this!!! Talking nonsense. I want to settle all stuff so as to get a better sleep at night. what goes wrong on you. Shit!!! Cry at noon, felt helpless. I promise myself i will do it well. People who depreciate on me..speechless

Love and miss 0109

urgent...!!!

Anyone that staying at Sunway or Subang

or somebody that study at sunway or monash

Is that any place for me to rent a room

I am going to study at monash uni soon

Give me some suggestion

please~~~

Since last week I get back my driving skill, I had non stop of outing activities. That's fun but full of adventures. I only can drive in little street, but then today or maybe can said just now I had my first experience drive at highway.

So scare actually. I even lost my perception when i drove to my friend's house. This is because I am going to drive at the highway. I had done my job safely ultimately. Driving, parking everything done, but I still doubt of my driving skill. Is it safe already? stable already?

ish..

Just bought a shampoo that similar to what had boyf use. Basically, I used to use boyf's shampoo when I am staying at his home. And i felt that I fall in love to the shampoo's flavor. After using it, I can imagine myself is part of boyf. hahaha

Wearing his shirt, pants, sleeping on his bed, to monkey around his bed, shout on him..

hahaha..

I am female sex of Chua Soo Jun..wahahaha

okay..stop crazy at here.

Boyf sneering me during every phone call he makes to me every night.

Boyf keep said I am a stupid girlf, keep talking nonsense, and do the foolish things to make him laugh. This was also my wonderful time before my bed and pillow time.

'Miss you and love so much baby~~ ' always the last sentence of boyf said to me before close the phone. But no one is real..sigh

But anywhere, I know what I had now and what boyf think now. Boyf always is my 1st and he is the only one can change me.

Love and miss..0109

Okay, finally I got the time to blog. Been spending whole day in dining room. Doing what? Spending time, watching movie, eat, and looking to my offer letter from Monash.

Yes, it is. It finally sent to my hand in this morning.

Picture that I took during dinner in leon's open house.

Here come my 'valuable' letter.

Shin Jye told me that I no need to change my course at this time, because the course outline for Biotech and Biomedical is the same for 1st year. I only can decide at 2nd year is it I am going to do biomedical. Thank Shin Jye for telling me the momentous pathway.

I am now super duper boring now. I am freaking scare of this moment but luckily I am at home. What if I am at Kl later? Sure I will go for suicide!! The time got boyf accompany me no matter where or when I am. Now have to stay myself. Everything must prepare myself, think myself, laugh myself, do myself. shit!! It is kinda suffer.

Bore~~~

bother...

Finally my aspiration has come true.

I got my excellent result

I qualified for Monash

I have the chance to study in it..

but...

still wondering is it I will still going to do Biotech??

is it I can do well again without Boyf' s assistance??

sob sob..

Biotech or Biomedical?

so much circumstance to be vexed

to be bored..

oversea degree somemore..

follow all had plan by my dumbo boyf

haha :)

Once I study in Monash

will I have the chance to study another uni in aussie?

My dad will not allow me to do so.

But hope he will..

Everything will change

and

the 1st thing that i should change is must become more mature

only the mature mind will withstand my foolish action

boyf will free from suffering..

hahahahaha^^

waiting...

shit man..

I think I will not be able to fall sleep tonight

still waiting for the MUFY result

even I know that it will only release after 5pm

stomachache somemore

sigh..

when nervous, sure the gastric will play on me

please..not this time!!!

I only hope that 2 subjects can get above 65 and sure my math will save the other subject

Monash~~ please~~

I had work hard for this semester

so please be mercy

I will always pray on YOU..

Good luck to all MUFY-ians..

also good luck to myself^^

what to do..

4th day I stay at hometown, still nothing can be do.

everyday sleep until noon, eat, watch movie and sleep

nothing more.

Still can be remind back was my cousin wedding

It was on the day I back from Kl

I follow my mum went to the wedding in Penang

The place was decorate well

formal enough

I like it

This make me memories back Baby's cousin wedding dinner

it also organize at the same day as us

this month was a great month

a lot of people wedding

this picture was took during at pyramid car park

Baby park his car at there

because he said the car will get dirty again if park at outside street

haha

the bride car was nice

got two bear bear at the front of car

(his cousin had to use baby's family car as his bride car)

I also have the opportunity to take the car back to my hostel

thank baby for giving such a nice day for me

(since it is the last day i spend with baby in kl)

after drop me at hostel, baby then straight went to his cousin house already

Baby suddenly fall sick

so worry about him

but just get well just now

haha

baby so weak..

'Jun baby, huiyoh..sek saii u la today..

Promise u i wont think too much dy..scare u bore than seii lor..always must think u r the most sayang me than enough dy..baby fast fast recover na..haha..^^

Baby will guai guai and follow all u said..wont be naughty dy..love n miss u..gud nite'

message was i sent to baby

haha..

because I always think this and that

is like make baby boring already

so promise baby will be guai guai and wait baby sayang

^^

LOVE AND MISS

0109

raining day..

sigh..

keep raining today

feel sleepy only.

today sleep until 1.30pm

because having a nightmare that time

lucky awake because of too cold in my room

haha

Well, actually I plan to learn drive today

but weather play on me

raining for whole day

I feel comfort at home somemore

stay home better.

Learn Car Learn Car

must know to drive already>.<

picture take after dinner at Penang^^

My baby Jun

picture at Nando's

Chou Baby said he will back to Alor Star tonight, but still haven't get his call.

So worry.

chou chou must miss me more than only i will not think much much..

Today having a nice monday.

Spend well my time

try not to think other that will spoil my holiday.

Home's line still not good as well as P1

I want to watch PPS, but still need to wait.

Good news

Mum told me that daddy approve me to study at australia after i finish 2 years degree at local.

Great, i will prove to my dad with my excellent result.

Then, I will be able to study together with my baby in australia already.

haha..

stay well, chloe^^

Bad news

mum said:' tomorrow will have no electricity start from xx am-xx pm

swt!!!

Don't ever make me bore than should be fine.

have to charge my laptop in order can use in tomorrow.

Is late

but still watching the Hong Kong movie

<谈情说案>

nice movie, must watch it.

The end

(more article will be post, stay tuned)

im back^^

It is such a long long long time I didn't update my blog.

I think almost half a year already.

Now, going to start my blogging life again.

Last two week, I just finish my foundation year in Sunway University College.

Sigh

have to leave the place that I used to stay and live.

Especially my Baby Jun lor~~~

the life stay with him is actually full of meaning.

The only way to keep my life is enter to Monash University successfully.

This is the only method that I still can meet my Baby Jun.

Jun Jun..I miss you so much nah^^

19 June 2010

I will never forget it.

The last day i spend with my baby.

It seem interesting because baby used to drive his bride car(mercedes E-class) which will borrow to his cousin as bride car and fetch me go for pyramid.

haha..first time take the bride car.

Baby tomorrow sure will be very busy, because he is the driver for the bride.

It is so hard to leave baby away, because I have get used to him

I am so depend on him whatever i did.

Even clothes he also wash for me.

Baby, cant live without you~

Monash University...YOU must accept me in order to let me stay at Sunway again.

I promise will be study hard for the next..

Baby now can't accompany me, sad sad..

he has a lot of thing to do now.

me?? Just waiting for tomorrow dad come and fetch me back penang.

I hope i will be same as baby, nothing have to worry about

time pass by time

day pass by day

don't think too much

it is not a big trouble.

Ok la baby, i will follow what you had said to me.

'Don't think too much

back hometown only wat

it is your home

you no need to try adapt for it

because you had adapt to it since you are born'

Baby..I only hope that your heart got me then it will be more than enough.

I will not forget everything that had happen to us.

Jun..I love You

me??

Happy Valentine's day^^

Yesterday was the valentine's day, but i can't celebrated the important event with my dear. sigh~
This is the first year we meet the valentine's day, but unlucky the day was also the chinese new year. So we both have to back our own hometown to celebrate.

The thing that make me can't believe was I still have the chance to receive the present in this year from my hometown 's friend. So shock!

Here is it.

The cutie bear and the flowers. The design was unique and gorgeous. But the only imperfection was-it is not given by my dear.
Thank again to this friend. But I really can't accept you because you are out of my condition to be my boyfriend. Somemore i think it is better to be friend more than couple. Hope one day you will know it.

Appreciate a lot to your present. Don't give any present for me again. Not worth! Somemore you told me that it is hard to get this present since that day was the chinese new year. All shops were not carry on business.

I will appreciate you, friend.

happy new year and valentine's day

Happy chinese new year and happy valentine^^

Here is our college celebration of chinese new year eve. Is quite crowded and having a lot of chinese new year feel. But, unlucky i am having chemistry class at that time, can't follow the lion show till the end. Sigh~
What a charming lion.


Well, a lot of things i need to post up here. But, feel sleepy now. Just simply post, hope my nike boy won't mind it. hehe


I still remember the picture-Cloud9. The guy inside the picture was my friend-Kelvin. He was the professional pool player and also snooker. So proud of him. He has a nice look actually and fair skin. Admire~
My dear Jun lose to play with him at that night, because he really such a nice player. But sounds that he gonna move to kl work already. Sigh..

At pavillionFull decoration of chinese stuff

this is the flower i like the most. Damn pretty.

The pool. Colour change all the time. Miracle!!

Miss the time that I spend over there, is sweet and romantic. We still watch a movie , not bad. That day got a lot of people over there. Even though is late, there still got a lot of people spending their time over there. Great..

I am almost crazy with myself. Starting from last thursday, i was getting crazy and crazy with all the new release movie in cinema. I watch 3 movie in a day. The only i can said is SATISFY. wahaha...

These were the movies that i watch on the first day it release

[花田喜事2010]

[ 苏乞儿]
[72家租客]

[the wolf man]

The only thing that make me dissapointed was I miss out the [14 Blades] even we already bought the ticket.

Dear was rushing for his plane, so we just let the ticket become trash. sob sob....

Now the only movie that I wish to watch is the [Valentine's day]

Can't wait to watch for it. It is a valentine special movie. Sure full of romantic scene.

I think I have the gourmet's luck. I bet something that I am not confident to win it. Dear promise me if i have the ability to get higher mark in math, he will bring me to eat sushi. If the marks was above him, will get the higher sushi>sushi zamai.

haha..God bless me always. I did it. I get my prize.>>Sushi king^^

sashimi,salmon fish,and new year special sushi(all were my favorite)

The crab.

Special order for me. But dear, I don't like it, I prefer you order 4 or 5 sashimi for me. That is better. Since I know this is more expensive than that. haha

Thats all for today^^Got to sleep now, is late. Tomorrow have ang pao to take. hohoho

wishing here again..

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's day to all my friends

Nike boy, special for you^^

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Novel 'To kill a Mockingbird'.
My english literature-one of the novel.
why I force to read it.Hate it!

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late late late

Prepare everything for my biology class..

ultimately, i miss the class due to my over sleep.

Damn it>.<

NiKe SaiD

update update update....

I think...i am just dumb.

Well, busy after i had start my college lesson. Everything was change in my life.

I need to wake up early 6 in the morning out of four day in a week. Since i didn't manage well on my own schedule. Earlier class was start at 8.30am, and so i need 2hours time to manage myself. Am i crazy?? i think so.

Now is going to 3rd week for my study. Is fast! The homework will starting a lot and a lot while the coming test will kill my life. So, promise to myself must learn hard and work hard. No more playing(impossible).

Y?

Firstly, every weekend i am fully sure i would not stay in my hostel but going out everywhere to play. In my memories, 1st week at Sunway, my friend fetching me went to the MidValley. And so on for everyday, we were going out everywhere to find something eat and fun.

Secondly, if not mistaken, i was clubbing with my friend at The Opera which is the club new at Sunway Pyramid. Sigh~ Is that consider as work hard? I think i am just playing hard!

For the following day, my friend keep fetching us going out KL to find some eat. During weekend, we were going to pavillion. The time was suck since i had a sickness in my body. Is suffer shopping with the weak body. Damn...

Practically, I had play more then my study. Can't be like that again, Chloe Ng!! But....but, yesterday night we going out again. We going to Sg Wang. Not for SHE, but fetch my friend's friend. Is was jam at the road. But i like it, since i like to stay inside the car and enjoy my seat, looking out of the scenery. haha..

After that we going to The Curve and having some drink at there. Whats a fun life huh. So was it,weekend need to spend well only wont feel regret after this.hehe

Well, the activities for today. I just woken up actually. Now doing my homework.

chemistry..hate

all my books!

Is like hill. Hope can finish them soon. Night, we are planing going to Look Out Point where it is at KL. Is the place can view all over the KL scenery. Great right? I hope can enjoy it.

Nike boy said i had not update my blog since a long long time ago. Sorry nike boy, after you read this post, sure now you will know how busy am i. haha...

Post the acticle because of my nike boy. Stop my homework also due to wanna posting the acticle. Touch right? wahaha..

ok..stop here! Gonna do my homework now. Hope the weather is great and no more raining for tonight. Please~

few left...

arh..is coming! After a few hour, i have to leave here and back to my study place. Damn hard to leave here since i had spend almost 2 month at home for my holidays. sob sob.

Everything was fine. But something i be grudge is my lovely laptop. It still haven't recover. The day pass without laptop is freaking suffer. What can i do at there if bore. Can't live without laptop. That is one part in my life.

Just back from Jason party. I meet all my secondary friends. Actually not all. Is some of them. Remain. They look still. Is glad to meet them again.

Speechless now. I don't get i still will continues to write. Hope somebody will chat with me but not.
Everything is like not being as my. I lose everything i had. Back to origin again.