Tuesday, July 20, 2010

recent life

My messy table
My messy luggage and all the stuff
It has been one week I move here, but i still haven't clean out my room.
Not because I am lazy but is the wardrobe and the rack haven't buy yet, so can't clean all the stuff.

Finally, my rack
my cute clothes basket
wardrobe
Everything was here. I have been fixed this for whole day. After I finish fixed it, the problem is i don't know where to arrange all the position of the stuff. sigh~~
But then now everything settle. I wished to wait boyf back and arrange for me. But my stuff going to get dirty soon if I still let it on the floor. Now my room become fresh and clean. Wait boyf come and visit to my lovely room. hahaha
Love my room so much, because it is large enough and there still left a lot of empty spaces. Quite nice.

Damn missing my dumbo boyf now. I have regret now even I told myself no more regret after quarrel with him. I totally lose now. Sorry, baby. Apologize to you sincerely. Hope to see you soon.

Love and miss 0109..

Monday, July 19, 2010

previous day..

Previously, I was going out with L. Hong to night life.
Not clubbing.
I am not ever touch this again if i get my permission from boyf. XD

All right, the place we went was snooker. All smoker..XDXD
I am so miss the time going out with boyf and his brother to play snooker. The cue that i bought to boyf is the best present i ever gift him. Miss you so much now.
L. Hong them was playing that time while I was only a onlooker sitting on the chair and doing nothing.

Well, I am not lazy at all. Orientation takes about 1 week time. I attended for two day out of five. The tour around the campus makes me crazy. It is kinda large and we walk up the stair walk down again. Curious why we not take the lift. @@
this is the library in 2nd floor. Quite nice. The color cushion is for sleeping. hahahaa
After one day tour, drive back home. Sweet~~

Stay tuned for the next.

Love and miss 0109..


Sunday, July 18, 2010

emo emo emo

What the hell is going on today. Is freaking emo and helpless. Nobody can help me and lend only a little helping hand for me. Boyf also same. Have been call him for whole noon, but never pick up.
Angry, angry, angry

The time I am calling him, sure he will only pick up once in a time. I never know that he is going to China trip tonight. I never have a good talk with him during he calling me. Keep on emo and silent.
At last, I cut the call due to another phone call coming. sigh
I will not have a good day for this whole week.

Can the day pass abit faster. I know I still angry but I have to solve this problem in order to get me a happy life. Boyf has not give me a goodbye kiss before leave. I admit that I am fault too in this case, but just ignore it.

Boyf, you never ask me
- guai guai and wait you back
- concentrate on my study during waiting for him
-give me a good condition before leave
-never say sayang me after back

But you give me
-a bad day for whole week
-dissapointed and sad

Still, I will wait you back and take back all I want.
Try not to think for all this sad things. Make myself happy is the major.
One week to go. Cheer

Love and miss 0109..

Monday, July 12, 2010

hooray Spain...

Spain is the champion. Hooray..
I never support for any team of FIFA world cup since it started.
But I will support if my boyf ask me should bet for which team. teehee

Spain vs Holland.
I bet for Spain as I have the strong sensor that they will win this year world cup and become the new champion. This was the 1st time I watch for FIFA and since I was at Sunway. The condition on that moment was freaking crowded. whole street park with a lot of cars and so for carnival at Sunway Pyramid.

I watch it is because of this is the last match for FIFA, so go along with L.Hong to McDonald. I drive there. That's cool. Lucky we still get a seat inside it. Every place was excited with the FIFA for that night.
McDnonald special gift

Everyone watching seriously. Waiting for the goal.

I didn't sleep for whole night, straight went to Monash orientation. Sleepy~
After orientation, went for Sunway university college to take some cert. Tired+tired.
I really feel sleepy, after that straight away drive back and sleep until 7pm.

Miss my boyf now. I hope he can back here as soon as possible. I really can't live without him. Seii boy boy, faster come back and accompany me. I need you now.

Love and miss 0109.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Jun-e

Your guys have to know what is the meaning of Jun-e.
That is a fun and creative name that i ever create. So as boyf name is Soo Jun and me is Chloe.
Let us take the last name of us that is Jun and e. So add it up will equal to Jun-e.

That was my favorite name i create just now. This is because of a puppy. I wish to get a cute puppy to accompany me during at Sunway. Boyf have not able to accompany always so lets a puppy to accompany me instead of boyf. Great....
So the name of the puppy is June for its nickname and it's real name is Jun-e. Nice right?
June..June..June...
sound like calling my boyf. hahahaha..
But how i get a puppy????

Tomorrow I will going back to Sunway again. Like what I said to boyf always
'There has nothing can motivate me going back to Sunway'
yea, it is. Maybe just for now, because I have not experience the new life over there yet.
Driving car, staying alone....
A good mature life start for me.

Boyf said must always think he is always sayang me and ask me must keep on think of this. I know YOU sayang me. Wait the time you come back, I will let you sayng me gaogaolat..hahahaha
Is time to bed now, going back tomorrow early morning.

Stay tune.

Love and miss 0109..


Friday, July 9, 2010

moody

I wanna cry as loud as I can if possible
I do not have any motivation to go back Sunway for my further study.
Last time I wish I will not ever to go back my hometown again because of boyf.
But then now he is not over there yet, and this will make me suffer deep deep everyday.

2 more days to go. I have to leave the home that I am not wish to back before.
But than now I fall in love to it again, I still hope to stay for a couple day until boyf is back to Sunway.

I wanna boyf to accompany me everyday. I don't wanna him to leave me away.
I miss you so much now. Let me impudent again to get your love. I know I am a immature girl that always make you feel annoyed, last few day still quarrel with you seriously. I am always to be odds. Say something that not going to say. Sorry again, baby.

Still, I love you. I will wait until boyf back to my side in this end of july.
Be patient..

Love n miss 0109..

Monday, July 5, 2010

the legend is born- ip man

For sure everyone has watch the movie. But i think most of us prefer Yan Ji Dan more than this younger fellow. He actually look alike to Yan Ji Dan, not bad.

So romance both of them. Now i only know love of Ip man is freaking sweet. haha
Still remember that actually I am not very interested of movie Ip Man, but boyf keep recommend(force actually) me must watch the 1st part of Ip Man, he will not bring me for 2nd part of Ip Man in cinema than. sigh...make me can't study that night.
Now I only know Ip Man so nice even I didn't watch finish for 1st part of Ip Man movie.
One more thing, I still can't get use of watching movie with friends. Boyf always sit beside me and let me cubit cubit until he can't concentrate to the movie we watch. hahahaha

Insomnia recently. .seriously
Can't actually sleep tight and sweet. Maybe there are a lot of things going to bother, so only can't fall sleep easily.

Moody today. Talking something important but else person treat as funny thing. Hate this!!! Talking nonsense. I want to settle all stuff so as to get a better sleep at night. what goes wrong on you. Shit!!! Cry at noon, felt helpless. I promise myself i will do it well. People who depreciate on me..speechless

Love and miss 0109

Sunday, July 4, 2010

urgent...!!!

Anyone that staying at Sunway or Subang
or somebody that study at sunway or monash
Is that any place for me to rent a room
I am going to study at monash uni soon
Give me some suggestion
please~~~
Since last week I get back my driving skill, I had non stop of outing activities. That's fun but full of adventures. I only can drive in little street, but then today or maybe can said just now I had my first experience drive at highway.

So scare actually. I even lost my perception when i drove to my friend's house. This is because I am going to drive at the highway. I had done my job safely ultimately. Driving, parking everything done, but I still doubt of my driving skill. Is it safe already? stable already?

ish..
Just bought a shampoo that similar to what had boyf use. Basically, I used to use boyf's shampoo when I am staying at his home. And i felt that I fall in love to the shampoo's flavor. After using it, I can imagine myself is part of boyf. hahaha
Wearing his shirt, pants, sleeping on his bed, to monkey around his bed, shout on him..
hahaha..
I am female sex of Chua Soo Jun..wahahaha

okay..stop crazy at here.
Boyf sneering me during every phone call he makes to me every night.
Boyf keep said I am a stupid girlf, keep talking nonsense, and do the foolish things to make him laugh. This was also my wonderful time before my bed and pillow time.
'Miss you and love so much baby~~ ' always the last sentence of boyf said to me before close the phone. But no one is real..sigh

But anywhere, I know what I had now and what boyf think now. Boyf always is my 1st and he is the only one can change me.

Love and miss..0109

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Okay, finally I got the time to blog. Been spending whole day in dining room. Doing what? Spending time, watching movie, eat, and looking to my offer letter from Monash.
Yes, it is. It finally sent to my hand in this morning.

Picture that I took during dinner in leon's open house.
Here come my 'valuable' letter.

Shin Jye told me that I no need to change my course at this time, because the course outline for Biotech and Biomedical is the same for 1st year. I only can decide at 2nd year is it I am going to do biomedical. Thank Shin Jye for telling me the momentous pathway.

I am now super duper boring now. I am freaking scare of this moment but luckily I am at home. What if I am at Kl later? Sure I will go for suicide!! The time got boyf accompany me no matter where or when I am. Now have to stay myself. Everything must prepare myself, think myself, laugh myself, do myself. shit!! It is kinda suffer.

Bore~~~